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The Evolution of Penny: From Patchwork to Purpose
This is more than music. DJ Penny represents healing—stitch by stitch, note by note. A movement where survivors find their voice and silence is broken.

deZengo M
2 days ago3 min read


They Stay Silent… Because They Think They’re Untouchable
Silence doesn’t mean innocence—it often protects power. When truth is ignored, injustice grows. This is a call to speak up, stand firm in faith, and demand accountability where it’s been avoided for far too long.

deZengo M
3 days ago2 min read


THE WEIGHT OF THE UNSEEN
Surviving a lifetime of abuse doesn’t just leave memories—it reshapes how you feel, trust, and exist in the world. This is a raw reflection on trauma, isolation, and the power of choosing peace.
Pumpaloa
6 days ago2 min read


Builders - Together We Can
This isn’t something you just read and move on from.
It’s something you step into.
A place built from real stories, real struggles, and real needs—
for survivors, supporters, and builders who know something is missing.
Not perfect. Not finished.
But ready.
Because what you needed…
might be exactly what someone else is still searching for.

deZengo M
Apr 83 min read


DJ Penny Intro: The Sound of Healing Begins
This is more than music. The DJ Penny intro soundtrack is a powerful beginning—healing stitch by stitch, note by note, as voices rise and silence breaks.

deZengo M
2 days ago2 min read


BEING THE SCAPEGOAT
I spent years believing I was the problem.
Turns out… I was shaped by what I survived.
If this hits something in you, don’t ignore it.
Awareness is where healing starts.
What’s your story?

deZengo M
6 days ago3 min read


The High Cost of "One More Thing"
There’s a moment right before your body gives out… when you know you should stop—but you don’t. You push a little further, tell yourself you’re fine, and keep going.
This is a real-life reflection on what happens when we ignore our limits, why we do it, and how past experiences can quietly shape the way we push ourselves beyond what our body was ever meant to carry.

deZengo M
6 days ago3 min read


The First Stitch - Questionnaire
A simple questionnaire to get to know our core community — our stories, strengths, and heart — as we work together to support survivors, promote healing, and build something meaningful.

deZengo M
Apr 130 min read


Loving a Narcissist - And How to See It Sooner
Have you ever walked away from a conversation feeling completely confused—like somehow everything became your fault?
Narcissistic relationships don’t usually start toxic… they start intoxicating. This post breaks down the patterns, the red flags, and the moment you finally see it for what it is.
If you’ve ever questioned your reality, your reactions, or your worth—this is for you.

deZengo M
Apr 113 min read


God In Action — What Love Looks Like
Not all strength is loud.
Some of it looks like answering the same question for the hundredth time…
with the same patience as the first.
Some of it looks like staying—
when you’re exhausted, overwhelmed, and quietly breaking.
This is the reality of caregiving.
This is the weight people don’t see.
And this is the story of a man who carries it with love, with duty…
and with a faith that doesn’t just speak—
it shows up.

deZengo M
Apr 93 min read


The Juggling Act & Grace That Catches Us
Penny tries to hold it all together—but when life gets overwhelming and something falls, grace reminds us we can pause, reset, and begin again.

deZengo M
Apr 82 min read


🧵 We Can’t Build This Without You
A call to action for survivors, supporters, and builders to explore EndSilence.net, test the tools, and help shape real resources for healing one stitch at a time.

deZengo M
Apr 82 min read


Survival Log : 04.06.26
I didn’t know what “normal” was. I wasn’t allowed to go to other kids’ houses; if I had friends, they had to come to mine. I never saw how other families lived, so I had nothing to compare my life to. And when I questioned things—or felt like something wasn’t right—I was told it could be worse. I was told that if I ever ended up in foster care, I’d see just how bad things could really be. So you learn to stop questioning. You learn to stay quiet. You learn to accept what

deZengo M
Apr 63 min read


🧵 🚨 MISSION UPDATE – PATCHWORK PENNY
We created the Online Presence Sheet™ to help you organize your platforms, share your voice clearly, and be found. Because if people can’t find you, they can’t hear you—and it’s time to ENDsilence.

deZengo M
Apr 51 min read


SURVIVAL LOG : 04.04.26.01
I’m caught in the Wondering.
Where is he?
Is he safe?
Is he even okay?
And then the questions start looping—louder, faster:
What do I do? What should I do? What shouldn’t I do?
How do I help him… without losing myself in the process?
I don’t have a polished testimony for you tonight. I’m not writing from victory. I’m not writing from the “other side.”

deZengo M
Apr 43 min read


Survival Log: 04.03.26.01
I never imagined watching my life fall apart could feel so raw… so immediate.
There I was in Seattle, caught in the middle of a divorce that didn’t just end—it stretched into a decade-long battle. My ex-husband and his girlfriend were earning nearly $300k a year combined.

deZengo M
Apr 34 min read


Join the Movement - Be the Change.
This movement is not about filling positions or ticking boxes. It is about weaving together a living, breathing ecosystem that helps survivors move from hidden pain to genuine healing and empowerment.

deZengo M
Apr 23 min read


My Name is - Pumpaloa
My name is Michelle, also known as Pumpaloa. I was born on the island of Guam, a U.S. territory rich in culture, resilience, and deep-rooted tradition.
Guam is more than a place—it is home. It is identity. It is community.
Our culture is vibrant, shaped by indigenous Chamoru traditions and influenced by Spanish, American, and Filipino heritage. We are a humble, family-centered people, grounded in faith and guided by respect—especially for our elders.
Pumpaloa
Mar 312 min read


Mission Update: 3.31.16
We’ve secured EndSilence.net as our central hub and launched new tools to make sharing resources easier than ever. This is where awareness turns into action.

deZengo M
Mar 312 min read


Divine Design: Why Our Body Needs Truth
Healing is often seen as a spiritual journey, but it is much more than that. God created your body, brain, and spirit to work together as one whole system. Every part of you responds deeply to truth. When trauma stays silent, your body does not forget. It remains in a state of constant alert, as if danger is still present. This silence lives not only in your mind but also in your nervous system.

deZengo M
Mar 314 min read
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